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       So what i kinda see is that, change law doesn't change mind. If some people already have the Mind set, and you set a law that fore them. They won't stop to get more out of it. As long as you're human, you are born to be Greedy.  Everybody wants more, that's the thing you can not denied as human. So once they get their way as the start. I don't think they'll stop just right there. They gonna try their best to get the most out of it. So no matter what law you set to limit them, they'll still keep on trying, make all kinds of movements until they actually change their mind set. 

      Over the bathroom topic. They don't think it's wrong to get this right for them because of the laws that passed before. So they think they should have no problem to get the right over this. Back to old times, well not even that old. The word gay is a pretty dumb topic to talk about. Every body has the knowledge that knowing, "it's not regular, it's not right". But lately, take a look around you, this people are around us, i'm not saying how bad they are, because they are good in person, maybe everybody loves them. But think about this, more and more laws about them are passing and with the time flies. There will be a day that in everybody's mind they are Normal. "It's just a normal thing". This thought will be in the people's mind after like 80 or 100 years if we don't try to do anything about it. Don't doubt, Time changes world. But into deep part about this, people changes time. After we got through the raciest proplem but there were still people that hate black people,  want them hanged and be slaves. Then after that generation dead out, the problem finally ended. But im not sure about "all changes are good". What is this world gonna be when the generation of hating homosexuals dies out?          

High Tech & Econ

       What am going to major in in the Computer tech area. Into this, ill be in the section of Internet software and transition between networks. And it will be relate to today's most popular economy system, InternetEconomy. It basically means the economic activity through network. It is closely connected to the network and e-commerce industry, including both trade network, Internet banking, Internet companies and other business activities of the network, but also includes network infrastructure, networking equipment and products, and recommends a variety of network services, the production and delivery of Economic activity.


      Since most of our living quality are depending on the technology side in current society, and I believe there will be more and more needs for better tech, so I feel like choose the basic high tech, which is computer software will give me enough information to make the internet information world better. Because of the economic development, It helps improve infrastructure construction of the core hardware of computers. It provides a comfortable environment for the development of computer networks, and for those countries that has more development in economy, the greater investment in research and development of computers, computer development is more developed.


      Secondly, people are Greedy, it's undeniable, and in this case, it's is not a bad thing, This is what help us develop more, and more. So with the development of economic will make people have more needs in High tech area. And this will increase the salary in the high tech section. 


      With the development of High tech. There needs to be new creations of new software. As we all know, Creating new stuff always has a "money sponsor", and this is the risk part. None of the software are easy to make, to create. For all those code making, is just as hard as when Thomas Edison making light wires. It cost both hardware and human works. Couple genius group up and making the thing that just need to exist. It cost much. Once a company invested into it. Will bring a impact onto stock market and the ownership between companies. And there are way more fails than success, so the risk are going to take for this could've make a impact on the internet economic and also the world econ.

Senior Project

What my senior project is trying to approve is that "Gaming" is doable as a career. And under this topic, I want to people to understand that gaming as career is that just purely playing games, you will have to be able to balance your life, so as long as it doesn't effect your Life, it's not bad to make it as a career for few years. People can go pro on anything, like as well known, people go pro on every sports. Basketball, Baseball, Football, even secondary sports like chess. The Korean Olympic Committee (KOC) have announced that they have brought the KeSPA into the organization as an affiliate member, which in turn means that eSports are now an official 2nd level Olympic sport through the KeSPA. This means that eSports will now fall under the same category as other 2nd degree Olympic sports, including chess, automobile racing, polo and cheerleading. So according to this that we know, Gaming is a sport. Well, the game type im talking about is not this simple games on phones. It's real competitive gaming that requires teamwork and personal skills. 

But theres risk for this as a career, for some people when they are pursuing their gamer dreams, they won’t realize how far away they are from it, so they just kept on playing and pursing it, then they’ll get addict to it and get nothing done in their life time. So the mean point is you will have to know how to balance your life between going pro gaming and getting things done in real life. But as what those gamer said:"I was just lucky." 

If you really want to be famous in this area, you have to be good, you have to be better than the rest. So its definitely not like what you see, just playing game and have fun. Theres requirements at every team house. More than 13 hours practice everyday without a break. So this takes a lot of effort. But then income of this career is not bad at all right now, it will rise up in the future but currently is like this. once you get into a pro team, The dream about playing their favorite video game, get cheered on by thousands of fans and The best part about all these is you get paid a professional salary for doing it! Western LoL gamers get $12500 per split, plus any additional prize money from tournaments and their own personal streams on Twitch. The bare minimum they make is $25,000 per year if they don’t stream, get sponsorships or win any tournaments. On average, you can expect an average salary of 50-60k annually if you stream and also get sponsored, which most teams do.

1° better than 360°

" But even on those better days, I can’t help but hold the hopeful thought that the world they have inherited – a world without inheritance, without past, future, or deepest cares – is about to come tumbling down, and that this collapse would be the true beginning of a real education." Patrick Deneen, Seems like this guy wants his student learn and know everything. According to what Ive read, he thinks that if we keep studying of the outside of everything we will all fail at keeping the knowledge and teaching next generation eventually. Ok sir, what are we learning at school right now is more of the ability of listen and memorize "knowledge". And what we actually learn at school now is just the general knowledge of the things we need to know. To actually keeping the knowledge from the generation before we cant just know the very basic of every subject. We need to actually know and learn deep into the subject. That has to be the thing that you are interested in. Once you study this one subject to a Master level , you will have the ability to teach this to the next generation, that's how you keep the knowledge going. NOT by one person that knows everything which is pretty impossible. And I'm pretty sure that there are enough people to be interesting in most subject that they will be the master of it. So why bother to learn all those unneeded stuff which you won't even use it more than once in the rest of your life? What's wrong by just memorizes them right now and to use it right now? Be good at one direction is better than know everything but only the skin part of it. And what I think is, in now days, actually not only now days, in every era, Getting to know a new tech is always more interesting than to learn a old Newton Formula. And in now days, creating new tech is more needed than creating more knowledge, because we gotta use our current knowledge at it max then extent or knowledge, just like go refill your drink after you finish it, or it's just waste or the old knowledge.

Supa Tuesday stuff

     After reaching for a bit, i kinda got an idea about what Super Tuesday is, but since i missed out on class that day so i dont really know what to talk about, i guess just the opinions on the candidates for voting. 

      Honestly, i haevn't paid a lot of attentions on this cause i won't vote and i'm not really interesting in judge who should be president. I'm not the guy that will change any result by saying "i don't like it", maybe a lots of me can but not by myself. So all i know so far is that The main candidates in the election are Donald Trump, Hilary Clinton, Bernie Sanders, Ted Cruz, and Marco Rubio. Mostly ive been hear about are Bernie and Trump and Hilary. Bernie Sanders are gonna cancel all the tuition and kinda help all the people that try to get away from their large tax. So clearly he is trying to get votes from all the students, students family and those rich people. He is trying to make people think he will be the most "valuable" one to vote for. And D.Trump, everything i heard about him all tells me one knowledge. He speaks whatever he believes in like for example he thinks we should just build a wall for the Mexico criminal and the immigration problem. And he knows some people might gonna hate him just because he tells the "truth", but thats just who he is. I got to say that, he is Honest. And for Hilary, for some reason so many people hates her even shes doing the complete opposite with what Trump does, she does everything that the "voters" wants. So for me, she is just trying to win, she's "playing" for win but not "playing" for the purpose of changing the country or save the country. So comes down to my personal opinion, since the result is already out, between Trump and Hilary, i would chose trump. 

I really don't know how to name this one

     This is just something i see while im growing up. Before i even notice this ive become someone that i don't even know anymore. It happened a couple month ago and i don't know how it just came to me, maybe because im trying to get a high grade on this one so my memory came in clutch to help. Anyway, that day during lunch time we went off to Walmart to get something to eat. After we parked our car we started walking to the shop. When we walked past by a lady with her car's trunk opend and was struggling to put her mom's electric wheelchair in it. She look at us and said "Excuse me, can you guys help me with it?". Two of my friend went to help and then we kept on walking. And one of my friend asked me "why didn't you help?youre bigger than both of us" I stucked for sec and said this, "Because im afraid... afraid of getting fraud, what if that electric wheelchair was broken already and she blame it on us?" Right after i said that,I felt like an "Ahole"...

     I was the kinda of man that willing to stop a fight even get hurt;i would go save a drowned person without a second hesitation, but what did i do there? i was running away, from a lady that needs my help... what happened to me i wondered. Well, everything has a reason itself, not like im trying to find excuse for this but it is how things works. The reason behind this and what changed me hapened when was when i was still in China, I was walking on the side walk by a street, it was near the central of Beijing and it was in the after noon around 5pm, so there was a lot of people. And when i was about to walk across street, a real old looking man suddenly fall down in the middle of the street, and started yelling for help to help him get up. But i saw everyone that walked past him didn't give a crap about him they just kept on walking. So i ran to him, and when i got there and about to ask what's going on, he grabbed my leg and started saying it was me pushed him down and ill have to pay for his medical and mental damages cost. I was shocked... Competely shock by what just happened. I didn't know what to do so i kicked him off me and ran away. When i got home i told this to my family and they told me to never do this again, recently theres a lot of frauds that does this.

     After that, I started ignore people that asking for help, i went from the guy that wanted to be a hero to the guy that running away from all this happend in front me. But every time when this appeared to me and every time i ignore this, i feel my moral got chipped away bit by bit. What life have turn me into? i don't know, but all i know so far is that, It's not easy to be a "good guy" in now days's society. And i never realized that since when did people started getting afraid to help a old person across a steet, Why do "good guy" has to PAY　for the good thing he had done? why can't we just keep the morality standard as always. OR was this what morality is from the beginning? Maybe i was just "too young too simple", but for the side of morality, i would like it to be just as simple as it can gets because, you don't want to see a little kid laguhing at your morality level do you?

Chosen to be addict to smoke?

  Recently, the CDC has released a new recommendation that women of childbearing age abstain from alcohol from age 15 to 44. So many female members felt offended and saying that this is not fair to them. "Why doesn't this apply to man?" well... Man's not gonna carry a baby inside of him and walking around smoke stuff, unless you can get him pregnant which is pretty impossible right now, maybe alone the growing of the gay society, one day this might become true. Anyway, even though man can not get pregnant, but still got the equally responsibility to the baby that inside of his wife. While the lady taking care of the baby inside of her the man should try out his best to create the best surroundings. However, when the man does his best, if you as the mother misbehave, that won't end up too well with the new life thats gonna come to this world. 

  According to my research, during the time of pregnancy, if the mother smokes then the probability of their children to become a smoker are as twice as the non smoke's. Because when the baby get in touch with nicotine, something in their head will change a bit, will lead them to become a smoker when they grow up. also, after the birth of the baby, if the mom smokes alot, then the nicotine will effect their breast milk and lead to the same result to the baby. So i don't find too much to augur about with this recommendation consider the health of those new born babies. But there's one point i want to make, for those who said or think this is very unfair for them to have this recommendation. Are you considering yourself more then the new born child inside of you? Can i understand that as you are not ready to take the responsibility of a Mother? You can't sacrifice this bit of "Joy" for you baby then how can you be the role model of your children?

Mother of hero but hero

First of all for whoever are reading this paper, please don't take this offensive. It's just the way i understanding this as a 18 year old, it might change over time but this is what i think about this right now.

"The Pentagon announced that all positions in the military would be open women" As far as i know, the trend of the world about man and women is trying to be equal, but from the characteristics of women,I think woman really is not that suitable for battlefield, we should let women walk away from wars, a woman can become the mother of a hero, but not the hero on the field.

First, from what i know and the most common sense about war is that you'll have to physically fight it, so what that tells me is it requires not only mentally strong but physically strong. It's not me saying that women are weak physically, it's just women and men are in many aspects of physical difference. Just like i believe that in all the competitive sports, there is a reason why men and women are separated. Even in sports they separate them,  So not even has to mention in WARS. 

Second, the war to endure things that are cruel and no one would believe in tears. You can get wounded real easy, Arms and legs would be "flying around". When it's happened, it will be painful on the outside body and might also leaves a scare mentally forever inside. And for women, i think the only "memorable pain" for them is when they bring the new life to this world.

Again, once women are on the battlefield front line, they are oftenlly not be seen as rivals and soldiers, but as the spoils of war, as the victim for their violence. 

Finally, a lot of history does appear "strange" woman, joined the arm and became the elites, and be famous everwhere, like Chinese Mulan, MU, Western Joan of Arc, the Soviet Union Zoya and Shura ...... but this are all pretty much the outcome of “Propaganda” to show people that how equal this world is and how women can do the same as man in the war. For this topic, im not completely against, i think women should have the right to go into the war to help, but just not the very front line. And not HAVE to, but WANT to. 

GUN GUN GUN

"Why does that matter to law-abiding gun owners? Because they’re the ones who anti-gun politicians and the media blame when criminals misuse guns. We need to bring back and expand programs like Project Exile and get gang members and drug dealers off the street. When we do, crime will go down and our cities and communities will be safer places to live." Find from Trump's page, I like how he went to the base reason of why do those people want to own guns. Not only because of the self-control and self defense. But them self want to have guns. So when the issue comes out, they'll have no right to yell out about how it's the gun control's fault. 

“Our personal protection is ultimately up to us. That’s why I’m a gun owner, that’s why I have a concealed carry permit, and that’s why tens of millions of Americans have concealed carry permits as well." Comes to the end, it's still the thing that people tried to do for them self, but only when it's benefit you. The "concealed carry permit" is not just for you to say you can have a gun and just shot around or kill. It's only for the defense of yourself, when you get the permit, you should've already known about this. It's only good when it's good for you, So if you've said yes to this, don't now come back and complain about it.

OSTU

    After watching Obamas's State of the Union speech, he talked about what the nation have done during his presidency, i felt like he blamed all those "fails" onto the republican party, on his own said he showed all the chart and numbers to prove what he said and he was sounding proud when he said all that, those charts do look pleasure but mostly he did talked about was how the country had well grown from the time he was elected. I didn't heard he talked about those "country problems" a lot such as ISIS. I don't think he did a great job on those part. That's probably why he did not talk about it much. 

Turn Left Left Right

Clearly most of people are going with the left, but in the left side, I don’t see much decision had been made perfect peacefully, why? Because people get to say whatever they want to say and whatever they believes. And if there’s sunlight there must shadow behind it, so there always will be people that are against you. So there will be arguments, I’m not saying that arguments are bad, I actually think it’s a good thing. Because i think that argument makes improvement. We need to be improving but keep stepping on the same spot. However, some of the arguments that are going on are not the ones i’m thinking of. I was more looking forwards to those argument with reasonable reasons and basis, not the ones that with no respect and not even listening to the others ones, just believe in whatever they are thinking and even the they can’t tell why they are believing in it, that’s just feels like nonsense to me.   

“liberty and equality”, two keystones to the left side, this are the reason why I’m for the left side, because personally i think that some of the traditional stuff can be changed. People should have their own rights and say stuff, But in the bigger picture, I’m not against the right side, I believe in that there can’t be no changes, but also can not be all changed.

        My thought China Using Prisoners’ Organs for Transplants. Since they are using those prisoner's organs (death penalty's) to save other people's live after the penalty. I think it's not a bad thing for them because of they can actually do something helpful to repay their sin. But doing this without their agreement is just wrong. Some people think that they wont have a complete body in their next life if they do that. So they should not do it even they have a death penalty. They still have the right to chose. But still, If they you can save another life with your dead life, why not?

Attaque de Paris

        Once we've got a idea of "we can believe in whatever" "whatever we believe is right". Well, no matter what we believe, there is a standard for things, and the standard is not what we believe. It's humanity. It's what make human human. It is what make us unique. We can think uniquely more than just doing indistinctly. But it doesnt mean you can do whatever you want to just because of you believe it. Human are social animals. We live as a group. There we have the rule of majority. We listen to the majority. We do what majority agree with. When the majority are following humanity but not believes, we should go with humanity. But lately there was a group of people, ISIS, are trying to overthrow the  rule of majority by violently making everyone believe in what they are believing. Honestly what my thought about it is that's just rude from every view, First, it's just not right to kill people... second, more than killing is that they are trying to delete one of our human ability. We can believe in whatever we want is because of that we can think uniquely. If they try to force people to think the same to believe the same. They are just wipe of a part of humanity. I don't think that's a good idea. 

The choice is yours.

   Years ago, those who got deadly disease, such as late period cancer. Th y will just die in like one or two month. But now with our current technology and medical equipment, we can keep them alive for one or couple more years, but they are still gonna die. Well, everyone is dying, even at these very moment, we are dying. However, there is a different between pure dying and “SUFFERING”. When we put all the medical equipment stuff on the patients, they might can be able to live for like a couple more month or years, but they might not going to be able to talk, walk, or remember any stuff. Even though they nearly lost their instincts can still feel the PAIN. What happens when their body felt the pain? They might yell, might cry, might twitch, might... When it comes to this point, they already lost their life ability, lost their memory and lost their Dignity. In a very cruel way to look at them, they are just “living zombies”, the only thing that can keep them being “zombies”, is death. What if those “who” were your parents, your relatives or someone thats really close to you, would you just watch them suffering the pain days and days years and years? For me, I won’t, I can never watching my parents or my relatives just suffering in bed days over days and lying to them “you will get better soon” when knowing that they will be dead for sure. 

   When we talked about during my civics class, one of my classmate pulled out a interesting thought about this topic, “As a Christian, I know if i agreed with my parents just to do Euthanasia and end their suffering here. They will end up going to hell and suffer for eternity. I will never let that happen.”Even though I am not a Christian, I’m still agreeing with her thought, because everyone has their right to believe in the stuff that they believes because of that no one knows the truth about what happens when people dies expect those who already dead. If I know death through euthanasia will leading my parents to hell and suffering forever, i won’t let them either. But for my personal opinion, God is the outcome of human’s loneliness, because after someone does something wrong or afraid of some thing thats going to happen, they want to have a reliable person to stay with them, to help them and share their loneliness, but human can never trust another man completely because we are humans thats how it is. You ever had something that happened to you or something you have done that you can’t even tell your “Best Friend”,your “Boy/girl friend or even your wife/husband”? Well, Yes you might can say that “I can 100% trust my parents”, i will give you that but you have to realize that there will be one day they will leave you eventually, who are you gonna trust when that time comes? Everyone has their own God, I do too, i think he helps me, i pray to him all the time wish that he can help me with everything. But maybe because i did not grow up under a christian environment so i have never read a bible or had someone preached to me about God about Christian to me, or maybe i would be a christian right now. (no offense to anyone, just personal opinion)

   Back to the Euthanasia problem. Jerry Brown, who had cancer himself, allowed the assisted suicide in California.and before he allowed this,He said that before making this decision he considered both moral and religious arguments. I think this is not a deadly wrong thing because of that it is not against any religions, its “allowed” not “forced”. It’s just gave a opportunity to those extreme cases that i was talking about earlier. From my own believe, I do agree with this.

Who should we OBEY

 Recently there is a lady who suddenly appeared in everyone’s vision, she’s on every newspaper, every news channel and radio, Kim Davis. What did she do? What made her became on the top of the fire? The reason is simple, she just refused to give out some paper work, but those paper work brought up a huge issue: between religion and government, who should we obey? The paper work that she refused to gave out is the marriage licenses for gay couples. Because that her religion tells her that its not right for the same sex people to get married. This end up she got sent to jail. The judge said this to her when he sent her: “The court cannot condone the willful disobedience of its lawfully issued order. If you give people the opportunity to choose which orders they follow, that's what potentially causes problems." After think about what he said there, its actually a wise decision, there are many religion out there in the world, each of them have the different believes, what if there’s some religion believes that killing is the right thing to do? Or drug is a good thing because of their religion saids so? What should the court do about it? Allow it? So i think what he said its right, also that conservative commentator Linda Chavez — who agreed that Davis is wrong – saying there is a substantial amount of religious people in the U.S. and you are going to have to bring them along slowly. 

 But from another point look at this, because that before Kim got her job there wasnt a law says that gay marriage is allowed, because as a county clerk, she must knew that giving out licenses for married couple is a part of her job. Maybe if the law of gay marriage is allowed was appeared before she got this job, things would be different. However, even tho it is a part of her job, she could easily to make other people do it for her, but she stood up for her faith, her religion against the law, so maybe it is God that tried to use her and through her to tell people what is the right thing to do. Standing up for your religion is good, but there are so many religion out there and all of them believe in different rules. Everyone lives under the same standard, thats what will bring everyone alone.  

My confusion about Transgender

Transgender

         There is a part of transgender that really confuses me, is that no matter according to science or creation, the purpose of different genders，different sexes are for the race multiply, so we can keep our race, our world alive. According to my researches, transgenders can not provide the ability for making a new life, basically they can not make babies. However, they chose to give up on one of their most important function, and even have to go through a extremely painful process just to get to be the one they wanted to be, that’s quite interesting to me.

      So I went online and read a couple of the articles that written by some actual transgenders. One of them talked about all the process that he has been through. He said that if you’ve decided to be a transgender, you will have to go through three steps. First, you’ll have to eat a lot hormone everyday and the second step is wear women clothes, and the last step is to do plastic surgery and remove the man part and body hairs. But he said all this processes were long and painful but that was actually the easy part. The hardest part of being a transgender is that not everyone is JinXing,(a transgender, famous chinese dance star) When he wearing girl’s dress and walk on the street, no one would look at him(her) as a common women, and when he meets new people and started a new life. He has to hide everything that has happened in the past. If he accidently let the people around him know that he is actually a transgender, he will have to leave the place because no one will even talk to him anymore. 

  Why would they endure all this just to be a transgender? After my research, i got tons of the answers to this question, some of them say that because they were a girl but they just accidently born in a boys form, some of them say that they just want to see what is being a girl or a boy feels like. Well, i dont reallt understand this, God made you a boy why can’t you just live like one? Why would you suffer through all those medical stuff just to be different, and to challenge God? I admit that when people sees you and they would think that “oh that’s a girl”, because thats just the out looking, but i dont think God made us that simple, we can’t just become a completely different person just through some surgeries.  

  One of the article said this “As long as we are happy we can do anything we want”. Yes, we can, but everything we do has a cost, when you are doing this transgender thing you will also has a influence on others, what will your children think? Maybe they will be like “oh if i hate my gender i can just go change it.”At that time, the cost of transgender will not only be a few cut on your face or some medications you will have to take. It will eventually become a issue that everyone has to think about, and will you still be the happy guy that cost all this?   

PLANNED PARENTHOOD

 PLANNED PARENTHOOD

       Speaking of planned parenthood, the first thought come in mind is that it brings up apportion. People hate it but government is supporting it, why? Because some people think that apportion is great solution to those who r poor or cant have a healthy baby. And some people think that apportion is also a way for them to turn back on their sins, they might didnt control their desires and accidentally got a baby. So they choose to use this way to run away from their responsibility which is apportion. Killing the life they created and forget about it. So they made the little one sacrificed because they sinned. IS THAT FAIR?    

          My personal opinion about apportion is maybe sometimes is better for a new life come to the world and just to suffer though all the illness and pain, but for the others, apportion is still killing, even tho the law doesnt say it but it is. It is a actual life from the very first day. Killing is mostly wrong, no one from the beginning has already deserved it. I suggest that people should all try to control ur own desire and dont make others sacrifice for your misbehavior.

         However, that was just my personal opinion, I dont think its right doesnt means that other people will think the same, theres never absolute right or wrong cuz everyone has their own understanding of things and everyone has their own standard of things, there only agree and disagree, but for the other part that planned parenthood reflects, I vote agree.

          I am a exchange student from China, as u know, china is a country that has a enormous number of population. 1.4 billion, thats almost 20% of the whole world. So for that, we had a law of birth control which is every family can only have one child. Well, people has needs when they started breathe, we need food, need water, need a place to live, need a school to get educated... But as we all know that, earth's resources r limited. Just like in the movie "interstellar" tells us that if we used it all and dosent give it enough time to reproduce, we will have to find another planet to live, but with our current tech, thats pretty much impossible. Just like the earth, China's resources are limited as well, at some point theres might not be enough food, water or place to live for everyone, So birth control stopped the rapid growth  of China's population, even tho theres still a lot of people but at least we dont have to worry about resources for a while now.

        Just like what i said b4, We cant say if the whole planned parenthood thing is right or wrong because there will always be people disagreeing with you, so what i can do is just to tell everyone that try your best to control urself, do your best and dont make others sacrifice for your problem.